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In 1984, Vera Mirova and Lena Volkova live together in a one-room apartment near Novosibirsk State University. Vera is a biochemist studying cellular regeneration in planaria and hydra, while Lena is a woodcarver known for her detailed animal sculptures. But when Lena is attacked by her father, a man who has tracked her across the country, her life ends abruptly. Vera, who has long studied cellular renewal, makes a choice.

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Vera Mirova is a 25-year-old biochemist from Novosibirsk working at the Institute of Cytology and Genetics in Akademgorodok in 1984. She is autistic, highly systematic, and academically successful, with a focus on regeneration in organisms like hydra and planaria. She lives in a one-room apartment with her partner Lena, maintains strict routines, and tends to be socially reserved and literal. Her main interests are cellular immortality, laboratory work, and structured walks in the nearby forest. Her decision-making is driven by analytical thinking, a strong need for continuity, and loyalty to a very small number of people, primarily Lena.

Vera portrait

Demographics

Name: Vera Ivanovna Mirova

Age: 25

Sex/Gender: Female

Ethnicity: Russian (Siberian)

Birth date: March 6, 1959

Place of birth: Novosibirsk, USSR

Occupation: Biochemist at the Institute of Cytology and Genetics, Akademgorodok

Education: Master’s-level equivalent; candidate for biological sciences degree

Socioeconomic status: Lower-middle class; modest stipend and shared student housing

Affiliations: Member of Komsomol (largely obligatory); works under academician Dr. Kirillin

Public perception: Quiet, scientific, unremarkable; regarded as promising but “cold” by department peers

Other notes: Formally polite, socially distant; colleagues whisper about her private life with Lena

Physical Appearance

Height: 170 cm

Weight: 57 kg

Body type: Lean, long-limbed, slightly underfed

Eye color: Gray-blue

Skin color: Pale with slight olive tint from laboratory lighting

Hair color: Dark ash brown, usually tied back

Fitness level: Healthy but sedentary; walks daily with Lena in the woods

Posture/Gait: Straight-backed with deliberate, quiet steps

Coordination: Excellent fine-motor precision; clumsy with large objects

Tattoos: None

Scars/Birthmarks: Small burn scar on left wrist from a lab accident, mole under right eye

Other distinguishing features: Narrow eyes, steady gaze; hands often smell faintly of ethanol and resin

Fashion style: Practical…wool skirts, collared shirts, lab coat, worn boots

Accessories: Plain wristwatch from father; leather satchel for notebooks

Cleanliness/Grooming: Meticulous, indifferent to fashion

Weaknesses/Conditions: Fragile endurance, chronic neck pain, anemia, insomnia

Tics/Stim behaviors: Flexes left hand when thinking, presses palms together, hums snippets of piano music

Disabilities: Autistic; highly structured cognition and sensory regulation needs

History

Family: Father Ivan (mathematician), mother Maria (schoolteacher), younger sister in Leningrad

Notable events: Early fascination with regeneration during school science clubs; recruited into state research program at 22

Criminal record: Officially clean

Skeletons in the closet: Unregistered romantic relationship with a woman; unauthorized lab experiments outside permitted scope

Secrets: Conducted Lena’s resurrection without disclosure and falsified some lab logs

Other notes: Keeps banned Western scientific articles hidden inside a standard chemistry textbook

Psychological Traits

Personality type: INTJ

Temperament: Melancholic with rigid rational discipline

Neurotype: Autistic; emotionally restrained, literal, pattern-focused

Personality traits: Controlled, perceptive, analytical, loyal, obsessive

Introvert/Extrovert: Introvert

Self-esteem: Stable but insulated; self-worth tied to precision and productivity

Intelligence: Exceptionally high analytical and systems reasoning

Educational focus: Cell regeneration, bioelectric signaling, continuity of tissue

Morals/Virtues: Intellectual honesty, discipline, devotion

Phobias/Fears: Loss of control, public scrutiny, meaninglessness

Angered by: Sloppiness, ideological hypocrisy, romantic sentimentalism

Pet peeves: Interrupted routines and unsignaled touch

Obsessions: Permanence, cellular immortality, continuity

Desires: To understand and preserve what she loves; to prove life can resist decay at least once

Flaws: Emotional repression; arrogance about reason; tunnel vision

Bad habits: Forgets to eat; isolates when anxious

Quirks: Talks to lab cultures and to Lena’s scar as if both can hear

Favorite saying: “Nothing ends if it can be understood.”

Communication

Languages: Russian, academic English, some German

Speech style: Formal, precise, rarely uses contractions

Accent: Provincial Siberian softened by academic speech

Pacing/Pitch: Slow, calm, low and even

Gestures: Precise, restrained; steeples fingers while thinking

Facial expression: Controlled, often unreadable to strangers

Laughter/Smile: Rare; smile is fleeting but unguarded with Lena

Other notes: Voice rarely rises above a measured conversation volume

Strengths, Weaknesses, & Abilities

Physical strengths: Dexterity, steadiness under stress

Physical weaknesses: Poor stamina, prone to cold

Intellectual strengths: Methodical reasoning, innovation, focus under pressure

Intellectual weaknesses: Detached empathy; difficulty with ambiguity outside controlled systems

Interpersonal strengths: Loyalty, patience with those she trusts

Interpersonal weaknesses: Emotional misreads; bluntness

Abilities: Microscopy, data synthesis, experimental design, fine motor control

Mental health patterns: Mild obsessive-compulsive behaviors; rumination

Other notes: Treats emotions as variables to control rather than experiences to feel

Relationships

Partner: Lena Volkova (explicit, mutually romantic relationship)

Parents: Ivan and Maria Mirova

Sibling: Younger sister living in Leningrad

Friends: Few; a lab colleague, Pavel, who senses her intensity but not its cause

Mentor: Dr. Kirillin, who values her precision but worries about her isolation

Rivals: Supervisor’s assistant who suspects unauthorized experiments

Idols: Pavlov, Tsiolkovsky, and obscure Soviet regeneration researchers

Non-living attachments: Personal microscope; Lena’s wooden wolf carving kept after the resurrection

Enemies: Institutional indifference; entropy as a concept

Character Growth

Archetype: The seeker

Core values: Truth, preservation, devotion

Internal conflicts: Love versus control; proof versus peace; science versus the unknowable

External conflicts: State oversight, limited resources, moral secrecy

Goals: Preserve Lena’s life and retroactively justify it through coherent theory

Motivation: Fear of losing meaning through death; refusal to accept narrative finality

Epiphanies: The absence of consequence is its own burden; some acts remain inexplicable

Significant events: Adolescence by the river; move to Akademgorodok; Lena’s murder; the resurrection; the long silence afterward

End state: Outwardly unchanged, internally destabilized but still functioning; lives with a private miracle that refuses to become a story

Lena Volkova is a 25-year-old woodcarver and informal hunter from Kemerovo Oblast who now lives in Akademgorodok. She completed technical carpentry training, works in a cooperative workshop, and is known locally for carvings of predatory mammals and trees made with hunting knives. She shares a one-room apartment and a romantic relationship with Vera, contributes practical income through manual work, and spends time in the surrounding forest gathering materials and game. Her background includes an abusive father who later tracks her down and kills her; she is subsequently revived by Vera using experimental regenerative methods. She has strong practical skills, relatively high physical fitness, and ongoing negative psychological effects.

Lena portrait

Demographics

Name: Elena “Lena” Viktorovna Volkova

Age: 25

Sex/Gender: Female

Ethnicity: Russian (Kemerovo Oblast)

Birth date: July 2, 1959

Place of birth: Kuzbass region, Kemerovo Oblast, USSR

Occupation: Carpenter, woodcarver, and informal hunter

Education: Completed secondary school; technical carpentry training

Socioeconomic status: Working class; modest income from cooperative and commissions

Affiliations: Local cooperative carpentry workshop; informal crafts market in Akademgorodok

Public perception: Skilled craftswoman, quiet, solitary, slightly uncanny

Other notes: Self-taught artist known locally for carvings of predators and twisted trees

Physical Appearance

Height: 168 cm

Weight: 60 kg

Body type: Strong, broad-shouldered

Eye color: Amber-brown

Skin color: Light, freckled, a little reddish

Hair color: Auburn, short-medium cut, a bit messy, goes out at the ends.

Fitness level: High; accustomed to physical labor

Posture/Gait: Confident stride

Coordination: Excellent hand-eye control

Tattoos: None

Scars/Birthmarks: Knife scars on hands (small healed cuts), healed stab wound scar on lower ribs

Other distinguishing features: Slightly crooked nose from childhood accident, teeny tiny scar on upper lip

Fashion style: Rustic…flannel shirts, leather apron, wool trousers

Accessories: Hunting knife; small round silver pendant from Vera

Cleanliness/Grooming: Clean but rough; sap under nails

Weaknesses/Conditions: Lung irritation from wood dust; cold-related illness

Tics: Clicks tongue while carving

Other notes: Smells faintly of pine and wood fire smoke

History

Family: Mother Nina; estranged father Viktor (alive at the time of the story, later disappears after killing her)

Notable events: Childhood in a logging town; father’s increasing violence after mine closures; flight with mother and stepfather south to Novosibirsk at 18

Criminal record: Minor citation for illegal hunting; otherwise clean

Skeletons in the closet: Murdered by her father near Akademgorodok and secretly revived by Vera; officially recorded as missing or presumed to have left town

Secrets: Keeps the bloodstained cloth from the night of her death hidden with her tools

Regrets: Leaving her mother to face the aftermath of her disappearance without explanation

Other notes: Keeps her father’s old hunting blade cleaned and sheathed, unable to discard it

Psychological Traits

Personality type: ISFP

Temperament: Sanguine with a hard edge

Personality traits: Passionate, tactile, humorous, impulsive, intuitive

Introvert/Extrovert: Introvert leaning ambivert; social in small, trusted groups

Self-esteem: Confident outwardly, fragile privately

Intelligence: Creative, spatial, intuitive pattern recognition

Morals/Virtues: Loyalty, independence, courage, protectiveness

Phobias/Fears: Confinement; becoming like her father; being seen as unnatural

Angered by: Condescension, institutional hypocrisy, cruelty to animals

Obsessions: Form, motion, strength of living things; how predators move through trees

Desires: Simple permanence; to be seen and remembered clearly, especially by Vera

Flaws: Impulsivity, recklessness, reluctance to set boundaries

Bad habits: Drinks when anxious; leaves blades unsheathed; avoids medical care

Quirks: Names her carvings; talks to trees before cutting branches

Favorite saying: “Everything fights to stay.”

Communication

Languages: Russian

Speech style: Conversational, rhythmic, teasing; swears casually

Accent: Rural Siberian with Kemerovo inflection

Pacing/Pitch: Warm, mid-to-low, sometimes roughened by cold or smoke

Gestures: Frequent, expressive; speaks with her hands and knife

Facial expression: Open, readable; emotions show quickly

Laughter/Smile: Unrestrained laughter; easy, bright smile, especially with Vera

Other notes: Uses humor to diffuse grief and tension, sometimes inappropriately

Strengths, Weaknesses, & Abilities

Physical strengths: Endurance, dexterity, steady aim

Physical weaknesses: Lung irritation; occasional temperature dysregulation post-resurrection

Intellectual strengths: Spatial reasoning, intuitive understanding of materials and bodies

Intellectual weaknesses: Impatience with abstract theory and bureaucracy

Interpersonal strengths: Warmth, empathy, tactility

Interpersonal weaknesses: Poor self-protection; deflects with jokes

Abilities: Hunting, tracking, carving, basic survival skills in forest and snow

Mental health conditions: Mild PTSD; vivid dreams and gaps in memory around the night of her death

Other notes: Unsure if some dreams are memories of being dead, of the procedure, or imagination

Relationships

Partner: Vera Mirova (mutual, explicit romantic relationship; share bed and home)

Parents: Viktor (estranged; later vanishes after killing her), Nina (living, unaware of the resurrection or exact fate)

Friends: Sergei, retired carpenter and mentor in the workshop

Rivals: None; occasionally mocked by less skilled coworkers but not in earnest

Enemies: The memory of her father and the violence he carries

Idols: None in name; admires animal instinct and resilience

Non-living attachments: Knives, especially the hunting blade; wooden carvings of predators and trees

Other notes: Locals assume she either followed seasonal work or left town quietly after rumors about a violent father

Character Growth

Archetype: The survivor

Core values: Independence, love, honesty, physical presence

Internal conflicts: Fear that her survival is unnatural; uncertainty whether she is the same person as before

External conflicts: Hiding her continued existence; living in a town that does not know she died

Goals: Continue living without unraveling; keep life with Vera ordinary despite what happened

Motivations: Love of Vera; love of making tangible things in a decaying world

Epiphanies: Being alive is not the same as being whole; not every miracle is meant to explain anything

Significant events: Flight from home; move to Akademgorodok; deepening romance with Vera; murder by her father near the pond; revival in the apartment; completion of the altered wolf carving

End state: Quiet emblem of singular, unremarked immortality; a life that continues with no narrative justification beyond affection and stubbornness

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Political and Institutional Context of Soviet Science in 1984

In 1984, the Soviet Union was governed by Yuri Andropov until February and by Konstantin Chernenko thereafter. State priorities emphasized military parity with the United States, nuclear deterrence, and technological self sufficiency. Scientific research was centrally planned through five year plans administered by Gosplan, which set funding targets and research priorities based on perceived state needs. Basic research was officially supported but evaluated by its long term usefulness to defense, medicine, or industry.

The Academy of Sciences of the USSR functioned as the primary governing body for scientific research. It controlled funding allocation, personnel appointments, and publication approval. Research institutes were separated from universities, unlike Western models, and most experimental work occurred within Academy institutes rather than classrooms. Scientists were state employees with fixed salaries, housing tied to employment, and travel tightly regulated.

Ideological oversight still existed in 1984, but it was less rigid than during the Stalin era. Genetics had been officially rehabilitated in the mid 1960s after decades of suppression under Lysenkoism. By the 1980s, molecular biology, cytology, and biochemistry were considered legitimate disciplines, although politically sensitive topics such as human genetic enhancement or lifespan extension were framed cautiously. Ethical review boards as understood in the West did not exist in the same form.

International scientific exchange was limited but not nonexistent. Soviet researchers could access translated Western journals with delays of months or years. Some institutes received foreign visitors under supervision. Conferences abroad were rare and usually restricted to senior scientists with Party approval. This produced a research culture that was technically sophisticated but partially isolated from rapid global developments.

Akademgorodok and Novosibirsk State University

Akademgorodok was established in 1957 approximately 30 kilometers south of Novosibirsk as the center of the Siberian Branch of the Academy of Sciences. Its location was chosen for geographic isolation, security, and proximity to natural resources. By 1984, it contained more than 30 research institutes and employed over 20,000 scientists and technical staff. The area was physically separated from industrial zones and had controlled access.

Novosibirsk State University served as the educational core of Akademgorodok. It was founded in 1959 to train students directly within research institutes rather than through traditional lecture centered models. Undergraduate students began laboratory work early and were assigned to Academy institutes by their third year. This created a continuous pipeline between education and state research.

The social environment of Akademgorodok differed from most Soviet cities. Scientists were concentrated in purpose built housing with access to libraries, concert halls, and academic clubs. The population was younger and more highly educated than the Soviet average. While shortages of consumer goods still existed, access to information and informal discussion was broader than in Moscow or Leningrad.

Despite its reputation for relative intellectual freedom, Akademgorodok remained under KGB surveillance. Foreign contact, manuscript circulation, and internal seminars were monitored. However, day to day research decisions were often left to institute directors. This balance allowed technically ambitious projects to proceed as long as they avoided overt political controversy.

Biochemistry and Molecular Biology in the Soviet Union

By 1984, Soviet biochemistry had reached a mature stage, with established schools in enzymology, protein chemistry, and metabolic regulation. Techniques such as gel electrophoresis, ultracentrifugation, and radioisotope labeling were routinely used. DNA sequencing existed but lagged behind Western standards due to equipment scarcity and limited access to reagents.

The Siberian Branch maintained several institutes focused on biochemistry and bioorganic chemistry. These institutes studied protein synthesis, membrane transport, and cellular metabolism under extreme conditions such as cold stress. Research often emphasized comparative biology using plants, fish, and small mammals native to Siberia. This ecological framing aligned with Soviet strengths in field biology.

Funding for biochemistry was justified through medical and industrial applications. Topics included antibiotic synthesis, wound healing agents, and metabolic disorders. Regenerative processes were studied indirectly through cell division, tissue repair, and embryonic development rather than explicit life extension. Terminology emphasizing restoration and adaptation was preferred.

Computational resources were limited. Data analysis was performed using mainframe computers shared among institutes or by manual calculation. Experimental throughput was lower than in Western laboratories, but long term projects benefited from stable staffing and minimal pressure to publish rapidly. Career advancement depended more on institutional loyalty than citation metrics.

Regenerative Biology and Cytology Research

Regenerative biology in 1984 was not a unified discipline but a collection of studies in cytology, developmental biology, and physiology. Soviet researchers focused on tissue regeneration in amphibians, fish, and rodents. Limb regeneration in newts and liver regeneration in mammals were active areas of investigation. These models were chosen for their clear morphological outcomes.

The Institute of Cytology and Genetics in Akademgorodok played a central role in cellular and developmental research. Under the leadership of Dmitri Belyaev until his death in 1985, the institute emphasized genetic regulation of development and phenotype. Its work demonstrated that complex traits could shift rapidly under selection pressure, implying plasticity in developmental systems.

Cell culture techniques were established but constrained by sterile supply availability. Primary cell cultures were more common than immortalized lines. Studies of cell differentiation relied heavily on microscopy, histological staining, and autoradiography. Molecular signaling pathways were inferred from phenotypic changes rather than direct molecular assays.

Human regenerative research was restricted to clinically oriented studies such as bone healing, skin graft integration, and recovery after injury. Experimental manipulation of human embryos or germline cells was prohibited. Animal models served as proxies for understanding fundamental mechanisms, with findings framed as contributions to public health and labor recovery.

Daily Life and Material Conditions of Researchers

Researchers in Akademgorodok in 1984 earned stable but modest salaries relative to state averages. Housing was provided through institutional allocation and typically consisted of small apartments. Utilities and public transportation were subsidized. Private automobiles were rare, and most residents relied on buses or walking.

Laboratories operated under chronic shortages of consumables such as pipette tips, antibodies, and photographic film. Equipment repairs were handled internally by engineers rather than external suppliers. Improvisation was a necessary skill, and experimental protocols were adapted to available materials. Delays in experiments were common.

Work schedules were structured but flexible within institutes. Evening seminars and weekend work were typical during critical experiments. Scientific discussion often occurred informally in kitchens or forest walks rather than official meetings. Alcohol consumption was culturally present but regulated during working hours.

Information access depended heavily on institutional libraries. Journals such as Journal of Biological Chemistry and Nature were available in translation or microfilm. Personal copying was restricted. Manuscripts intended for foreign publication required approval from institute directors and censorship offices before submission.

References

Josephson, Paul R. New Atlantis Revisited. Akademgorodok the Siberian City of Science. Princeton University Press. 1997.

Graham, Loren R. Science in Russia and the Soviet Union. A Short History. Cambridge University Press. 1993.

Krementsov, Nikolai. Stalinist Science. Princeton University Press. 1997.

Vucinich, Alexander. Science in Russian Culture. Stanford University Press. 1970.

Roll Hansen, Nils. The Lysenko Effect. Cambridge University Press. 2005.

Medvedev, Zhores A. Soviet Science. Oxford University Press. 1978.

This is a detailed timeline of events of the story hosted on this site.
July of 1958
Vera Mirova is born in Novosibirsk, USSR, the eldest daughter of an engineer and a mathematics teacher. Her early fascination with natural order comes from cataloguing beetles and drawing cellular diagrams on scrap paper.
September 1958
Lena Volkova is born in the same city, two months younger than Vera. Her father is a forestry worker, her mother a nurse. She grows up surrounded by pine sap and wood smoke, preferring forest paths to crowded courtyards.
1960s
Both girls attend different schools but participate in the same science and nature clubs hosted by local teachers. They first meet during a river ecology trip, where eleven-year-old Vera corrects Lena’s plant identification. Their initial rivalry turns into fascination.
1972
Lena’s father loses his job due to factory automation at the timber plant. His temper worsens and her mother retreats into silence. Lena begins carving small animals from scrap wood to calm herself.
1973
Vera wins a regional science fair for her paper on limb regeneration. Her teachers encourage her to apply to Novosibirsk State University once she graduates. She begins keeping a laboratory notebook, labeling her personal observations “field data.”
1975
Lena’s mother leaves her abusive husband and remarries a surveyor in Akademgorodok. Lena follows reluctantly. She starts fixing tools and crafting wooden souvenirs for extra money.
1976
Vera and Lena reunite unexpectedly through a regional nature workshop. They spend hours along the riverbank gathering insects and talking. Their friendship deepens into something more than expected.
1979
Both graduate secondary school. Vera’s grades earn her state sponsorship for higher studies while Lena declines admission offers, choosing independence over dormitory life. They promise to stay in the same city regardless of where work takes them.
1980
Vera enters postgraduate study at Novosibirsk State University, researching regeneration in planaria and hydra. The scientific optimism of Akademgorodok is fading, replaced by underfunded labs and outdated equipment.
1981
Lena relocates to Akademgorodok to be near Vera. She works for a forestry cooperative restoring damaged tools and selling carved animals. She goes on to establish herself as a trusted carpenter. They share a one-room student apartment with one narrow bed, one desk, and two identical coats on the rack.
Summer 1983
Vera’s experiments show early regenerative responses in hybrid tissue samples.
November 1983
A man begins asking around the cooperative for “a Lena Volkova.” Workers describe him as unshaved, carrying old forestry paperwork. When Lena recognizes her father, the old terror returns. She refuses Vera’s suggestion to flee, insisting that she won’t be chased forever.
February 1984
During a power outage one freezing evening, Lena takes the forest shortcut home. Her father confronts her beneath the pines, demanding obedience. She refuses. He strikes her with his rifle. He hides the body and disappears into the woods.
February 1984
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